This momentary joy breeds months of pain

2009-01-24T18:49:00.000-08:00

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MOVED

2009-01-24T08:18:00.000-08:00

I'm damn damn happy today. hahahahaha
I've been trying to google and search the topman model's name for like months but i just didnt have such luck to find it.
However i went t get my copy of dazed and confused today and i found out that the model i've been looking for was like ash along. omggggggggggggggg.
YAYA YAYAYAYAYAYA.
I'll buy more dazed and confused issues next time.
15 per copy ;/ i think i better start saving up.

Okay think i'm gonna throw upwhat i ate.

2009-01-22T08:24:00.000-08:00

Look his half view. Omg easonnnnnnn. hahahah

I went town today. Met up with vict.

Went to check out my shoes all.

Saw EC :DDDDDDDD

And i saw daryl too.

You wave alot of times eh. hahaha

Left for bishan.

Did painful stuff and went toa payoh.

Chinatown again at night.

Cabbed and im home.

Yes my life is uhhhhh no life.

I dont even know what im doing.

Whatever, i'll watch dramas to kill time.

Gosh dave, remember the kedssssssssssss.

2009-01-21T17:02:00.001-08:00

I freaking hell chiong 6 episodes of bbf yesterday.
And now i've nothing to do cos the entire show havent been aired.
Ahhhhh fuck hurry up load. I'm dying already. haw haw

2009-01-20T04:07:00.000-08:00

I've never felt more than excited to blog. hahahahahhaha.

I think its becos i wanna upload ash photos. goshhhhhhhh.

Tattoo are sexay.

Dont worry i already promise not to get one :/

Across th chest just th way i like it. haw

Maureen says i can open a modelling agency.

Sometimes i wonder how i can remember so many names.

And so i said i can open one and maur can train th models

And she added saying that we can have em to tattoo my agency name across their chest.

OMG. hahahah. She know me.

Btw maur, dont you think he looks like eason? hahah

Okay i went tanning todayyyyyyy.

I've this really big tan contrast between my hips and my legs. hahaha

BUH BYE.

Ps, if you see this, please tell me what youre sorry about.

2009-01-19T08:06:00.000-08:00

I was deciding on my model of th day today.

And yes its flamme, arking hot please.

THIS IS FAIR cos he is only 19 going on 20

Hurrrrrrrrrrrrr. God spared him with too much good looks. haw haw.

Anyway i read * blog.

And i think youre way too sensetive and demanding towards your needs.

Its forceful.

I'm lonely tonight.

Wheres dave, come online!

K too. rahhhhhhh

2009-01-18T22:00:00.000-08:00

Okay i'm hell tired now i fell asleep at th hairdresser just now. haw haw.
I watched soccer yesterday surprisingly.
Dave and clem were like hella funny.
I was th neutral party. haw haw.
I dont even know why im blogging right now.
Going out soon gonna meet c later
Okay hyuk soo hyuk soo.

2009-01-18T08:08:00.000-08:00

Omg i seriously love Alexander Wang.

I mean he is just 24 and he is already like a designer. rahh.

And yes sexay. haw haw

Home from chalet today.

Had fun. haha.

Ohwell. Nothing much t talk about.

I'm hungry.

Hey there its okay not to be loved cossssss........me.

ahahaha.

bye

love hyuk soo

2009-01-16T07:14:00.000-08:00

Haw. maureen is obsessed with her boyfriend. Her Lj is like only a boyfriend's picture and she even put mine up to. HAW HAW.

Crazy bitches. wheee.

Ho kay and so out with maureen this morning.

Went nafa open house. Watched th dance thing.

Uh and maur got all excited cos they were dancing to bb's song.

Apparentlly, i think th dance wasnt that good, many could have dance way way better.

Was bored so we went town to catch a movie. (why not when we have free tickets.haw)

Bought alot of stuff today.

I bought my killer marc jacobs bag which is why my darn heart is bleeding so darn badly. hurrr.

A hole in my acct too.

Okay once in a while maur says but me once in a while shopping? hahaa. omg.

And thats why i love daul kim,shes so real.

Not poser wannabe model.

Skipped dinner.

Wanted to go some shop opp th skate park.

But we were damn lazy to cross th road.

Went cine and stone like crazy.

What else can you do when your shaking so damn badly and when your mind is blank. hur.

Went gloria jeans and saw gail and cherrics.

Sat there and you know what we do.

Saw cornelius and off we went home. wheeeeee.

Im broke so damn broke.

I need a job.

I miss maureen cos she is going back tmr :(

Ahhhhh.

God,i promise no tattoos.

Just i wanna get my first choice and get into tp. pretty pleaseeeee.

Toast to th future.

(i wanna be postive)

2009-01-15T08:41:00.000-08:00

lee hyuk soo

I WANNA BE DAUL KIM WHEN I GROW UP.

I'm grown already but whatever. haw haw

If i knew her we could go club hopping, have th nicest clothes watch the coolest runways, have cool friends and most importantly know hyuk soo. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahaah

I'm psycho.

And xylitol does not help clear plaque. whatever liarrrrrrrr.

Dopey dope my fred perry shoeeeeeeeeee, there it goes.

I need bigger feet. hurrrrrrrr.

Plus twilight isnt that gay.

Its just love stupideeeeeeeee.

Like what some people would never ever know.

I'm gonna get my dress tmr with maur and yessssss i got my vans and leather jacket.

Cheap budget and good stuff.

Love god, have you try tried believing in him?

I believe the world will come to an end soon.

And i dont mind real soon.

Cos i wanna see everyone get judged hohoho.

Heart stabberssssss might enter hello hell.

In 3 years i hope.

Daryl believe me, it will come.

And hopefully before i die. heeeeeeeeeeeee

I'm re addicted to the teenagers.

What happen to korean?

I'm ditching it fer the momment.

hoooo.

The fp at ann xiang is real hot.

Reminded me of haji alot?

And yes ohwell i dont mind living in malibu. haw haw.

2009-01-14T07:11:00.000-08:00

GOSH KHUN :DDDDDD

2009-01-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

Okay please do not ask me about results anymore.
I didnt do well okay okay? hurrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I think bengs are smart. HAW.
Very actually.
Life isnt really that fair.

Thanks d-a-ryl. And vict, wenna and maureen (:
We do need friends!

2009-01-13T04:42:00.001-08:00

Look at how i just screwed up my life.
Whoohoo.
My dreams are ruins, uh yes i do have dreams.
I guess i have to slog for 3 years with something i wount even like.
Look people, i know many of you did well.
So stop rubbing it in and all.
I'm stressed enough.
Thank th lord that i'm at least able to go into poly.
Hurrrrrrrr.

2009-01-11T09:13:00.000-08:00

I'm plainning not to sleep tonight if i can make it.
Thrilla la la. My mind is blank hurrrrrrr.
Dreams do come true. yes they do.
I know i'm damn gross but i went to love cal and put our names down.
And yes uperly sexay it was 98.4 percent. HAHAHA.
And being uperly gross again i didnt want anyone to be as high
and so i went to put my friends names and all down and they were all LOWER than me.
HAHAHA. shit i'm super gross.
But its something to be proud of, at least to me ;D

2009-01-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

Gosh he is way way tooooooooooo cute. He won cole mohr hands down for uhhhhhhh today and maybe for a few weeks. HAW HAW.

Results in a few hours. Oh crap crap crap.

Someone says he cant breathe. HAHAHHA.sorry

2009-01-10T07:05:00.001-08:00

okay damn i cant upload any pictures luh.
Okay whatever.

I cant remember what i've been doing the past few days.
I just know i was out everyday.
I went for open houses.
And i really wanna go TP. Is like die also want to go. HAW HAW.
Oh and yes sp,ngee ann and cj with kim, sheryl ann and qinwei yesterday.
Blah so on. I wasnt quite interested in anything.
Saw jared, walao seriously damn tall can. hahaha.

Okay i've no mood to blog.
I guess after results day?
I feel troubled :3

2009-01-06T08:12:00.000-08:00

Cole mohr is hella sexy :)

And i really love rachel bilson. She is so prettyyyyyyyy.

2009-01-06T08:03:00.000-08:00

I read p's lj and it made me feel better.
Cos at least i know someone out there is feeling exactly the same way i do right now.
And like he said, dont bother about the past though it hurts.
Ohwell.
Nothing seems right no matter how good others think it is.
We all do look at it differently.
And so i shant broad over it.
And anti all those vulgarities i've been saying.
I'm gonna cut it out this time.
Damn youre bad influence.
Whatever you say and do it hits me.
And last night it was the first time you hit me so hard.
Thanks. Your ego is big enough.
Yes its ego not me i finally know that.

whatever. thanks jeremy, you always make sense :D

2009-01-05T06:29:00.000-08:00

Kim said i havent been blogging much. So here it is.
And so today wenna and char came over.
Took a cab to serangoon gardens ( wtf i know i stay around there but i dont know how to get there? dope i know)
Had mee goreng and yes hella hot. Couldnt eat it down.
Had frolic to clear the taste and so i have the craving for it know.
Watched mirrors and it was damn boring?
Changed to wishing stairs instead but i fell asleep halfway. What a dope. HAW HAW.
It was uh boring. So watched spiderwick.
Swear it may be so fairy tale like but is freaking much better than watching stupid ghost shows
and scare your balls out. haw.
Dinner at home and then to town.
Went to find kim.
And omg wth i wore my dress the wrong side.
Fucking dumb to say it here.
But i think its funny. haw haw.
NAa had to go so i went to join maureen.
Homed and thats about it.
Drippy drap.
Nub nub nub.

2009-01-03T06:10:00.000-08:00

Pop pop pop.
Out today, bought quite alot of stuff.
Boxers yes, new boxers. yay. Its really cute. HAW HAW. whateverrrrr.
Its disappointment day. Im such a contradictor.
Kg call me please. I need help :/
ho kay. i havent been blogging like what others said.
I dont know luh. Life is okay.
Exciting but not to be said here. HAW
A i think we are much alike. really.

you probably saw her again
and maybe again you'll start to miss her
raging again you start to moodswing
rant you will but this time you arent gonna tell me about it
Cos im not worth it anymore

2009-01-02T08:29:00.000-08:00

I'm a good girl today. Went over to aunt's place cos i so miss her :/
Went to dye my hair red and off to town to meet marcus.
Walao someone say i got fat face. thanks ah. nahhhhhhhh

2009-01-01T02:45:00.000-08:00

Have you have came across reading someone's blog whom you dont even know and felt so sad for him. Gosh poor boy, cheerup. You really need help. ohman. :/ I really feel for you.

Okay wthiaozx. Im getting all so emotional cos of what i read.
Life is hard.

2009. whatever seriously.
The year didnt end resonably well.
Wanting me to start a fresh and all?
Wtf.
Not commenting.
School is starting for everyone tmr.
Goodluck you all. Stop screwing up yourselves, seriously time to learn and not get all fucked up with clubbing and love. And then look back and see how freaking crappy and how much time you have wasted.
Juniors uh, fuckedup indeed.

2008-12-30T03:06:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday clement. ego ego. haw haw

Life is kinda hard for me to handle for now. Think i need to take a break for now. a week or two perhaps? I really need to spend time with people i've been neglecting. fuck. Yes thats family.

And happy birthday ego. Youre one hard nut to crack.. haw haw. total epic

2008-12-29T05:02:00.000-08:00

My sex god and maureen can be one hot sex god too. HAHAHA.

I MISS YOU. I bet when ahem sees this he might even come running for you. HAW HAW

2008-12-28T07:22:00.000-08:00

Oh K, there goes your chance, hurrrr i realised you both have the same starting initials. haw haw. What such luck.
I blew mine and paid a price for it. so go grab it before its too late. hohoho.
wthiaoz

2008-12-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

Sorry friend this its a worthy pic to upload. hahaha

Omg dave scared the fuck out of me.
I went to talk to him.
*saw the dp. Omg who is that hot guy in the dp.
Olivia:who is that in your dp
Dave: which one
Olivia black specs
Dave me luh.
Olivia. wtfffff stop kidding.
(shortened convor)
Omg friend, youre a changed man. hahahahahaha.
hurrrrrrr im retarded.

Aaron johnson is a hot sex god.

2008-12-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

I'm super cheena piang cos i love eating xiao long bao.
Come to think of it, i've a sudden craving for it right now.
Alright, i shall go tmr. hehehe

Life is too short for you to complain every single day. So i guess live with it.
Fuck love. We need friends. Argh, we sure do. I sound like a nerd deprived from love. hohoho. Whattoever.
Expanding waistline with the extra helping of food.
Why are we complaining.
Life is unfair, i'm better of being a guy huh. haha.

Okay this is crap cos i damn bored.
Merry christmas people.
Miracles are hard to come by.
Pray to the lord people.
I wish my wish came true.

2008-12-24T02:45:00.000-08:00

Omg pardon daryl for the retarded post. hahaha.
It is retarded.

Its christmas eve and i've no thrill for it. Cos when its over, yknow the year is coming to an end which means results. So damn fucked up cos i just cant play now and think later. My brain doesnt work this way. And so it rants and rants and the fear gets all worst. Idk. How did i screw myself up. wth.

Met Lw today. Late as usual. rahhhh. Got stuff and left.
Town was far too crowded. Annoying.

Help me convince kwok not to go for work tmr.
Party for two days straight but why am i not looking forward to it.
Ohman, someone save me.

And so i hear you rant oh so silently.

Merry christmas eve people, i wished i could join you all tonight but i'm goddamn lazy and seriously not in the mood. rahhhhh.

I think bbt might do the trick.

I've been thinking of changing this to ij however, i think locking posts are rather dumb. Very actually. I'll think about it.

2008-12-23T08:03:00.000-08:00

GUEST BLOGGER DARYLLEE :D

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Okay blogging this will be olivia's VERY belated birthday present.
Did you know, olivia is secretly 1/3 singaporean, 1/3 korean and 1/3 jap.
Christmas is round the corner, yay:)

2008-12-23T07:10:00.000-08:00

omg hardcore hardcore. im fucking shocked

2008-12-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

For the first time, i felt the chirstmas spirit. haaha.
It was packed in town just now and like what sherwayne said, there were many Jesus. hahaha. wth.
Bugis and haji in the afternoon.
Saw kg working, she looked as if she wanted to beat up her customers, super unfriendly. haha.
Anyone wanna know who is that, go outside bugis beside dorothy perkins the goldlion cart, the one with the dyed hair. haaha.
Okay she is so damn gonna kill me. hehehe.
Haji ltr.
Bought christmas presents. I gave up the idea of baking. arhhh.
Left haji with, michelle, sherwayne and sarah and to town to meet benny.
wanted chicken rice at fareast but the chicken didnt wanna wait for us so had noodles.
I saw this guy today who made slippers with jeans look damn glam. OMGZXZX.
And and ahem, me looking at you michelle. hahaa. OKay nehmind.
My legs hurt. I need to sleep.
I smell gorang pisang. omgzxzxzx.

Love ST!

2008-12-21T06:17:00.000-08:00

Omg seriously im not gonna give a fuck if anyone is gonna say that im some gay jap guy freak.

Like maureen says take pride in asians we shouldnt like angmoh. Okay except an exception of cole mohr :D hehehe.

Kill my korean likings for the meantime. Not interested. rahh

EGO OR ME?

Kc said ego, go and dieeeeeee. hahaha.

But i think he was convinced by what i said to choose me. hahaha.

I'm sick again.

The fever is on off.

Damn shit.

My sister asked me today why all my friends have a job and i dont. wth.

They dont like me not my fault yknow.

Anyway happy birthday charmaine wuuuuu.!

Hate to see you happy while im not, uhhhh okay i'm selfish

2008-12-20T08:17:00.001-08:00

I forgot. For you kim our idol!

2008-12-20T07:57:00.000-08:00

I didnt wanna blog today but since im waiting rookies to load so yeah.

And dave here is the pic you wanted me to upload.

Stop calling him albino okay or youre so damn dead. rahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Fish and co today to celebrate char's birthday.

And wtf there was a short circuit, thanks for the short period of candle light dinner huh.

rahhh. Complained and the managed to save the cost of service charge. wheee.

And so they were fucking hilarious as usual.

i'll complete the post some other time.

2008-12-19T08:11:00.000-08:00

OMG. I WANNA MARRY SATO TAKERU. HAHAHAHA.
Walao and dave says it sounds like i wanna marry takoyaki. wtf. ahahha

I'm bored stiff.
The fever went up today
Bet it was the excitement.
38.9
Verge of death. rahhhhhh.
whatever.
Im scared to die anyway.
Are you?
Bet youre too.
Dont lie.

Okay sorry fever is killing me.
Its so hard to drag myself out tmr too.

So kill your ego ego ego.
Huge one you have there.
I'm passing math, wait and seeeeeeeeeeee.

Christmas presents.
I'm so damn sorry i cant get any this year.
The bank doesnt wanna give me loans.
150 isnt enough. really. believe me.

Swear the fever burned my brain.

I miss you EC! :/

2008-12-18T06:16:00.000-08:00

Omgzxzx sarah ann heng, i soooooo wanna go beat you up. hahah.
Rahh. thats it ah. I'm not going to return you your slippers. tskkkkkkkkk.

And dave, my pictures aint funny. nehneh.

Fever, stayed home the whole day.
So you ask whay i did today.
What else can i do at home except sleep, watch tv and go online. hahah
I didnt even eat today.
I couldnt even drag myself to go bathe which i did eventually. haha.
rahhhhhhh.
Life is so gay and unthrilling these days.
rahhhhh.
Kwok, come crack me up pleaseeeee.

2008-12-17T06:19:00.000-08:00

I think i'm gonna bake for christmas. Blame it on the bank. I've no money this year. hahah.
And its like the thought that counts plus its more sincere.

Okay and so i'm down with fever.
I can hardly move cos my body aches so damn bad that i think im like gonna faint.
Ahem bet SOMEONE wount believe that i'm sick. rahhhhhh.
Anw, is there anyone who is willing to lend their kitchen with their oven. Please tell me cannnn.
I'm D E S P E R A T E. hehehe.
And do i went vivo with michelle, sarah they all. Went job hunting.
Failure. We were so desperate that we went to the bikini shop. hahaa.
Met sarah's friend mika.
He is hella funny.
uh huh.
Went town and find kim.
Left later with sarah cos i couldnt take it.
And cheer up omo. :/
I've no more cheer up words to cheer you up anymore luh.
I'll be there! Dont worry.
I suddenly feel better. hurrrrrrr.
i'm damn pissed cos i cant find a single luke worrall picture ALONE. rahhhhhh

2008-12-16T06:21:00.000-08:00

HE REMIND ME OF DARYL! Must be the goodboy face. haha

Kwok woke up late again today.

Town. Boring like hell. No money no nothing, i had to watch her eat.

Couldnt take it so i went to draw money. rahhhhh.

Now im broke. So damn broke.

I'm so sad so damn sad. rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-12-15T06:19:00.000-08:00

And i'm finally back from china plus Hk.
Apparently some people forgot that i was coming back yst huh.
Khoon geok youre so damn dead. hahaa.
China was okay. The people were better than i expected.
But they are pro con freaks please. fucking scary.
Long bus rides. and so on.
Fun but i had alot in my mind. as usual. damn.
Hk was sexy just too short.
Cole mohr and luke worrall's poster were like whoa on buildings. fucking hot.
haha.
Bought alot.
Exy people. No face also can dress ah. I dont mind staying there. hehehe.
Fedoras were freaking cheap i feel cheated buying mine here.
Oie oie oo0ooo. rahhhh.
I'm a lazy bum who wanna be a taitai. rahhh.
Roll eyes whatever.
I miss maureen wantono. rahhhhhhh
And
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUB!
If you ever see this. haha

2008-12-04T12:00:00.000-08:00

Its 4 am in the morning and i cant sleep.
I've a 10 am flight later to catch and i cant seem to sleep. hurrrrrr.
Whats this luh.
And so i'll be gone for 10 daysand suddenly im so damn fucking happy to leave but yet i just dont know. Something is def def bothering me causing me to be unable to sleep. I know it but i cant say it.
Hope you see this here
Life is hard, daryl agrees
nub nub nub nub

2008-12-03T06:09:00.001-08:00

I've been saying this so many times but im still gonna say i really miss daveeeee.
Managed to talk to hime today! :D

daveMATTHIAS absolute faith. says:
i m missing you sia
CROSSES ,CIRCLES AND TRIANGLES says:
i miss you too luh
daveMATTHIAS absolute faith. says:
i cannot imagine that short while with you seems very memorable to me
CROSSES ,CIRCLES AND TRIANGLES says:
like haiyer
CROSSES ,CIRCLES AND TRIANGLES says:
super undecribeable feeling

I've just got to post this for special memories.
I love you friend!

2008-12-03T04:05:00.000-08:00

Rachellllll! I hope you see this. haha. I'm so damn sure you will like him.

Alexander Richard Pettyfer, hot HAM from wildchild.

And omg he was one of the models in burberry's winter fall collection.

I didnt notice at all though i so love that poster at paragon. heheh

Out with claire and pamela today.

Watched movie.

Nothing special. Holidays are rather boring.

Its either i go out or i'll just stay home and watch FO.

Ffff no life.

And i'm having a pimple fest or something on my face. damn.

Okay just one but its fucking pain and annoying. hurrr.

And maureen called from indo but i didnt pick it up. damn it luh.

Noone new, it always have been you.

2008-12-02T06:11:00.000-08:00

If anyone is asking me who the hell is dae, it is daesung. hahah.
Love him, cos he makes laugh real hard.
Anyway, i'll love anyone who ill sub the whole family outing. ahhhhhh.
And so i went out with kwok today.
She have been working real hard eh.
Couldnt get anything cos i'm seriously out of cash. hurrrrrrrr.
Damn annoying luh.
I wanna get a poloraid cam, i know slow but still i want it.
Cant wait. hahaah.
I'll tired, gonna buy stuff tmr for the trip.

2008-12-01T06:31:00.000-08:00

Rahmuna's nick : When i die, my cats get everything

Seriously cracked me up. But that wount happen cos i'll never ever ever get a cat. hahaha.

Okay headache.

I'm such a good girl today cos i didnt go out.

Tried selling my texts books to the shop at bras basah and all i got was a pathetic 8 bucks.

But i didnt sell my science texts. I love them. hehehe.

I'm so broke. Cant wait till i start work and the cash shall start flowing in.I just realised that i havent been talking to any usuals. AHHH.

But i have no mood so yeah.

I might move a a tumbler.

I really miss dave :/

2008-11-29T08:32:00.000-08:00

Omgzxzx my neighbour seriously sing damn loud. haaha.

And i just shouted eh to him. hahaha But he never stop. walao.

And okay. Dave left today for australia.

I fucking miss you luh.

Migrate for what. hurrrrrrrr.

But if you see this. Goodluck there alright.

You know we all will remember you always and that we will always welcome you back home to singapore.

So quickly come backkkkkkk.

I'll not shop for a month in exchange for you to come home.

And still thanks for everything.

Those times when youre were there for me like countless of times.

You never failed to cheer me up and make me feel better.

In exchange for your farewell gift, i'm gonna give up for what you ask me to.

Next time we shall go to the zoo alright.

And i'll make sure you know how to walk through town alone the next time!

2008-11-26T08:46:00.000-08:00

Im super tiredddddddd.
Went night safari just now.
Okay it sounds dumb for us to go but seriously we havent been there
hurrrrrr and now im falling asleep in hunger.
im damn hungry
ahahahaha.
Anw i think i scare myself alot just now at night safari.
My phone rang and i thought some creature was nearby. And ended up scaring everyone. haaha.
Kimmy beng scare me a couple of times. hahaa.
Frogs huh, i know your weakness now!
And so my dear friend is leaving soon. Hurrrrrrr im gonna miss you! :/
the little boy from st andrew junior is uper cuteeeeeee. haha.
I need to watch my show now. goodbye.

2008-11-25T06:13:00.000-08:00

Hurrrrrr. The subs for we got married isnt out. nub.
And so i went town with dave and phina yst.
Waited for marucs but hell he suddenly say not coming. walao. haha.
Stoned alot. Blah blah blah.
I wanted to stay home the whole day today however sarah called and says theres a job interview.
And i went town again. hurrrrr.
And tmr i'll be going again. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
Singapore is seriously damn small.
And i was saying, i think boys go for looks.
I mean not all but genearally most of them.
i mean comeon dont you yourself think so too.
Its not a bad thing cos most people judge with looks.
Its like if you dont like that face how to make friends right.
But seriously wtf cos it has something to do with you.
It seriously refelcts on your actions.
Uh not good enough for you , so you go hurrrrr i dont wanana mix with her anymore.
Shes not my type i think we should stop talking and suddenly poof you drift away.
Fuck.
Okay im just pissed.
Sound like a bitch. hahaa.
And so most people went to st james today and im stuck at home.
Ohwell. No energy to go seriously.
And dave's stalker is seriously hilarious. hahaha
And daryl, seriously, i dont dont wanan fren euuuu alreadi luh

2008-11-24T06:04:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i really hate coming home.
Becos all those fucked up emotions just surfaces.
I'm really tired.
Not even the energy to rant a single damn thing.
Cos eachtime i talk about it, it is always the same answer.
I cant do it, maybe i can.
Idk. I feel sick.

2008-11-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAH. Cant stand marcus' classic face. I just had to blog it here.

Bet youre gonna see it, okay maybe. haaha

Breathe carolina songs are stucked in my head.

We have decided that younger b's are better than older ones.

hurrrrrrrr.

fuck you.

2008-11-23T07:14:00.000-08:00

Thanks dave!
i feel better now, really.
Life is just really hard for me to handle now.
Verge on breaking down, i mean, i already did

2008-11-22T08:34:00.000-08:00

Hot to the max.

My head is still spinning so badly cos of the turning thing we sat at the party just now.

i spinned the thing a little to vigourously. haha.

But all of them were okay but me. face freaking turned white? hahaha.

So towned in te afternnon.

Went to watch the bboys at novena.

FF awesome.

wish maur was here

Poppers are seriously cool.

Left for town again.

Got stuff and left for the party with kwok.

The black cat seriously scared me luh.

I sound like a fucking bitch screaming when the cat nears me.

Seriously, 100 percent not acting. I'm just scared. Like kailyn and lorraine. haha.

Saw koreans asses. Hot, just one.

He opened the door for meeeeeeee! hahaa

But he still think i was an idiot.

Kwok was pushed down into the pool.

Sheryl ann youre fucking cool man.

Damn man luh. haha

Luckily i had a headache cos i was the next victim. ahhaa

i'm bored. hurrrrrr.

And theres nothing much to blog.

Tmr got to ake up early.

Morning call for kim!

And seriously i think my cousin is a male version of me. haha,

Fcuking alike.

Van regconised him on the streets cos he looked like me?

Everyone is having the lizard and cockroach phobia butn im having this cat phobia.

Wtf?

HURRRRR.

And i tried on the gap shirt i wanted to today.

Looked really weird cos its men's cut.

So forget it.

I still want my fred perry shoes. hurrrrrr

My head stull fucking hurts.

And my flu is like shit.

yes, miss you, miss you

2008-11-21T09:09:00.000-08:00

Today was okay.
I was really tired todayy so yeah.
Met dave the afternoon and yeah marcus was late not unexpected. hahaa.
walked and stone alot.
tried looking for jobs but failed attempt.
And i had no money luh nahbei.
So i couldnt buy anything. hurrrrrrr.
Ate sakae sushi!.
30 plates in total. omgzxx.
We are such pigs luh.
I'll return you your money on sunday heng!
Went to look for their prom clothes.
They are gonna wear broadway. hahaa.
Yes yes suit you two.
I left with na and all for jon interview at starbucks
I really dont know if i really wanna work there yknow
Doubts but im in need of cash.
This week have been really busy.
And im kinda tired.
Tyring to keep my mind off everything but it isnt exactly helping.
Meeting kwok tmr during noon and then sarah and sheryl's party.
hurrrrrrrrr
HAPPY BIRTHDAY A.Y, LOVE YOU!

2008-11-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

I fucking have never ever seen someone like lee hyuksoo who makes smoking look so damn sexy and that it is fine to do so. hahaha.

The whole nuthang is just hot.

Not handsome but super appealing.

Dont mind going clubbing with them. hahaa

Even dear maureen thinks so.

I love you MAUREEN WANTONO!

Hate that you have to go back indo please.

Just come back real soon.

I already miss you when i just sent you off this afternoon.

Youre seriously one hot hot babe that i love soooooooooo much. :D

Those crazy times when we will go crazy and dance anywhere, everywhere.

Those times when you caught me looking.

That time when i cried upon reading his blog and you said i was crazy. haha.( i know i was fucking crazy to do so)

Thankyou sooo much.

I dont know what to do without you.

So please hurry come back okay!

I've got a job interview tmr.

I'm willing to take up any job!

Burberry wallet, omgzxz wait for me :/

Whats a crush to do, whats a crush when he cant get through

2008-11-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

Omgzxzx. I got all the pics from benjamin emmauel k's blog.

He is damn hot but fucking horny? hahaha

wheeeeee.

out with kg and thewn to ade's chalet.

Stayed awhile, played bluff.

I'm an idiot with that game cos i didnt know how to play.

but i won? In a way

haahah

I've got sore throat and flu now.

Fucking annoying please.

i feel super duper sick as usual.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADE!

I wanna go back to the past, pleaseeeeee.

Fuck fuck uck uck im super annoyed

2008-11-18T05:45:00.000-08:00

Shopping today!
And damn i have hell alot of stuff i wanna buy.
1.Fred perry checked shoes
2.L shirt
3.the dress at fareast
4.the hwangbo style pants at zara
5.checked shirt at pull and bear (i reserved it already!)
And that freaking hot miu miu bag i saw that angmoh carrying.
Hur omgzxzxzx.
And the topshop boots.
But i've got no money.
Got my hat today with maur.
She bought her l shirt alreadyyyyyy.
Ah i need a job
I need cash. omgzxzx
Lester just said " i'll say yes sir, you want coffee tea or me"
hhahahaa. wtf friend, youre hilarious.

2008-11-17T07:48:00.000-08:00

I'm tired super tired.

Came home and i fell asleep.

Down with flu, its getting worst by the minute.

hurrrrr.

I think im very indecisive.

I dont know if i should go back tmr.

Gonna look for a job soon.

So i dont have to stay home and feel she fucked up. omgzxzx.

I'll just upload some prom pictures.

2008-11-16T05:26:00.000-08:00

We need new social life.

Life is boring.

I need some thrill.

Omgzxzx im gonna buy a burberry wallet :DDDDD

I'm sick. Down with flu:/

And online is boring.

Lester is fucking gunny he asked me if st peter and paul are brothers? wtf. hahaha.

You can ownself go throw your grad hat luh. haha

I need another bottle of beer :/

I hope tmr will be better

2008-11-15T09:10:00.000-08:00

Okay its 1 now, its sunday already
So prom was two days ago.
Nothing special, just another typical gathering which is more formal then usual where all we did is take pictures? hurrrrr, we girls seriously at times have no life. haha
And everyone said i looked like some taitai? thanks alot.
Ate dance and what so ever.
Thought i lost my phone. hurrrrrr. Annoyed, i stop dancing.
Went back to the room and drank.
Got alittle uh fucked up.
Sorry i walked in zigzag ways, i was sober i swear.
Just a little unusual.
I kept shouting out corn's number. wtf. hahah.
Sent liwei off and went esplanade.
Damn hell alot of couples and mats.wtf.
Invading the whole damn place luhhhhhh.
Stoned alot. Wenna says its my way of doing after drinking. haha.
Went back and ate cup noodles. Nothing better to do.
Knocked out at around 4. blahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
And omgzxzxz i saw EC i know where he is working at already.
hot hot.

And so towned today.
Got a pair of high tops for fucking 35 only. Steal man.

Okay i think i need to sleep.
Im bored of typing

2008-11-13T05:29:00.000-08:00

I'm ffffff tired. hahah.
Out with wenna today. It rained like shit luh. Rain annoys me.
Alll we did was walk today. And didnt buy anything.
Omgzxzxzx i saw ec. :D like 3 times
wenna thinks ec is ultimately hot. hehehehe
Met maur for dinner, her parents treated us. THANKYOU!
I wanted a eyebrow piercing. But i'm low on cash.
And my dad will be hard on me if i do it. hurrrrrrr.
This suck fuck.
prom tmr.
tipsy tipsy.

2008-11-12T06:32:00.000-08:00

Dope.
Was suppose to go kim's house this morning.
Got ready and all and went downstairs and suddenly realsie how far kim's house was.
50 mins to be exact for me to get there.
And so i stood there and stone for 10 mins and decided to go back home instead cos i was too lazy to travel. haaha. Hurrrrrrr so dope of me.
All i did was watch tv and learn that nobody dance. hahaah
Seriously, i have nothing better to do.

I wish i print money.
Running low on cash.
And so i've moved to serangoon.
I know no one there except matthew?
hurrrrrr.
Distant. Its purple line. wth.

Out with wenna tmr.
I need to sleep

2008-11-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

Seriously, you are hard to handle

Was pretty happy today.
But.
Forget it.
I'm just too tired.

2008-11-10T06:18:00.000-08:00

I call this propaganda.

Met maureen at 9.
I wasnt late, was i?
It rained like hell today. So we stood at the bustop for shelter singing chasing pavements. hahha. I think i got that song stuck in her head.
Got tired of waiting so ran in the rain to lido.
Watched coffin. Not nice luh. Only the walk in wardrobe is fucking hot.
I want one too.
Okay shocked a few times cos of that stupid ah pei who kept going to the toilet. nabei luh.
Maur reminded me of the PAST. which freaked me out cos the PAST messaged me today. haha.
Sat at starbucks.
Had my third cup of toffee nut since last week.
I'm going broke. rahhhhhhhh.
Wanna offer me cash, anyone?
Anyone who wanna go zouk please tell me.
Life is hard.
Tmr is our fianl paper, at least for me. wheeeeeeee.
I dont feel the difference though.

2008-11-09T07:06:00.000-08:00

I stayed home today.
Depression lonely mood.
I went church alone and walked all the way to jurong point myself to get breakfast. Cos i'm lonely galzxzx today.
And so, i had subway :D
Moving soon, so we were packing today.
Packed till i feel asleep and was awoken by kwok's call.
Luckily it ran out of batt and i got to sleep.
watched some hk serial to kill time with dad.
Just so fffff bored.
But i kinda like satying home.
Picking maur up from sch at 9 tmr
I wonder if i can wake up. haha.

yes kim. i promise if not i'll have to buy you a latte.
I'm trying my very best. really.
But the name seriously appears everywhere.
You know what i'm saying.

Thanks bestfriend. I always feel better after talking to you. :D

2008-11-08T07:29:00.000-08:00

I've made up me mind

Don't need to think it over

If I'm wrong I am right

Don't need to look no further

This ain't lust

I know this is love

If I tell the world

I'll never say enough

Cos it was not said to you

And that's exactly what I need to do

If I end up with you

Should I give up

Or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads no where,

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place should I leave it there.

Should I give up

Or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere

I'm addicted to this song now. hahah.

Ohwell. cos it says all i wanna say. ohwell.

Out today.

Fucking fun. I havent enjoyed myself for a very long time.

Queensway,town,bugis,haji lane, suntec, marina.

HAHA. Name it all. I went to so many places today.

i'm tired and whatever.I bought clothes. wheee.

I love shopping

And toffee nut latte is fucking awesome.

And omgzxz james mclean's posters are everywhere in topman at wisma. haha. Omggggggggg

2008-11-07T09:14:00.000-08:00

Finally, all the major papers are gone gone and done.
I dont wanna talk about it anymore cos it freaks me out so badly.
Went haji lane with kwok today.
Love the stuff there. Got myself another pair of specs.:D
I keep wasting my money on these stuff. hurrr.
Wanted to get some dress but i have yet to buy my prom stuff.
So screwed up shit, i couldnt get myself anything else.
Went town. Paid off trip as what we and kwok refer it to.
Saw triangle hair and sideburns. HAHA. Okay inside joke, inside nicknames.
They are just too cool to be true. really. hehehhe
My legs seriously ache today and so we had to sit down.
Observed as usual. Thats what we always do isnt it.Kwok
says my perfect eyesight is superb which i agree. hahaha.
I can even spot someone i know who was crossing the road when i was on the upper deck of the 65 bus. haha. Okay whatever.
Fucking thinking a little too much today.

Anyway, they changed the season model of topman already.
the new one isnt bad but i like the previous one.
James mclean is awesome just that i cant find pictures of him online except topman :/ hurrrrr

I must learn to not think about

2008-11-06T05:50:00.000-08:00

Walao i cant wtach youtube now.
Want me to die ah. rahh.
Went airport today with kimmy eat world. haha
TALKED ALOT.
Read a little of my midsummer and yeah tried remembering quotes but i still cant remember them. hurrr.
My diest planssss are dying.
I had starbucks and macs today? wtf.
With kim its always food, im drowning in them. haha.
I want xiao long bao!
And i had cramps today. bahhhhhhh.
Pure lit isnt as hard as pure geog right?
hahah.
Just wondering cos quek is telling me about her combination.
And so left the airport and went cityhall.
I wanted horfun luh.
Okay stop about the food.
Diet starts tmr or i'll be toooooooooooo fat to fit into my clothes. hahah
And omg 2pm on newspaper todayyyy.
Jaebum's picture is huge i mean his face. hahah
I love you kimmmm! I dont know why but i just felt like saying this.
Cos you practically hear me rant everyday about the same old thing.
And i feel bad.

And so i have this thing for models.
Cole mohr and lee hyuk soo.
Awesome faces and stick thin bodies.
And they make somking look awesome. hahaha
Soooooo awesome.

Lit paper tmr and after that im not gonna hear my mum go " you dont have to study ah"
OMGZXZX i cant waitttttttttt. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I need some beer and liquor.
Prom is coming.
Dreading it yet excited.
Fucking contrast.
Out with kwok tmr, finally i get to buy something. yay.

I need to remind m.heng about 21 everyday. remind me.

2008-11-05T08:24:00.000-08:00

This is hard so hard.
Chinese paper was okay today.
Nothing hard hopfully at least a BBBBBBBBB this time please.
A school needs to accept me.
Came home straight after school bet hardly anyone can believe this. haha.
Phone died onme after halfway on my way home.
And it rained for what huh.
Nothing better to do.
And i was wet.
Watched bbt and we got married when i got home.
Life is full of meaningless stuff.

2008-11-04T08:00:00.000-08:00

I'm being sensetive again today.
Just keep comparing myself to a certain someone.
Or is it that your giving me an opportunity to?

2008-11-04T07:54:00.000-08:00

I bought my dress for prom today.
Fats fats fats.
I'm so damn bored nowwww.
And i have a stupid paper tmr cos im retaking chinese :/
Hurrrrrrr.
Omo omo omo.
I cant wait i cant wait.

2008-11-03T06:56:00.000-08:00

I went with victoria the other day to cathay.
And they had this to do thing that we could write of the board.
And i wrote
1.To get straight A's
2. To beat kwok key up
3. To marry ________

HAHAHA. jUST WANTED TO REMIND MYSELF.

2008-11-01T08:59:00.000-07:00

Hack the crappy blogskin.
Gayshit asked me today why i chose the skin but i dont know seriously. I had the same one as kai previously so i anyhow grabbed one like this? haha.
Stayed home till afternoon studying ss.
Covered 3 chpts but i dont know how many actually went into my head?
Stoned alot and watched tv.
Went for evening mass and met lw.
Went towned. Seriously, the whole street all your friends one siol.
I didnt even see any of my friends. But i saw.
Corn said he was in town but i didnt see him cos many too many bengs then cannot spot him. haha. okay whatever.
Homed. sad at the doorstep like a loser cos i didnt had the key and my parents wount home.
I need some purpose in life, everything is just running so dry.
And i dont understand how people can have short relationships.
Its just that we dont treasure those people around us at all.
We just keep taking them for granted.
Just like what youre doing to me.
hurrrrrr. wtf.
Church again tmr cos its all saints day.
God really need to help me.

2008-10-31T07:49:00.000-07:00

Its so freaking dope that its halloween and im home.
I'm suppose to study however i need a break from all that bio.
Bio paper was okay today, accts i really have nothing to say.
Gan ah, i know you read my blog. hahaa.
Town with kwok.
Shes fucking hilarious luh.
She called herself a french loave? wtf. haha
And me a bun? like hurrrrrrrrr.
Saw maureen :D
Shopping tmr!

I'm drained and tired.
Dont expect so much from me anymore.

2008-10-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

Today was the last day that im ever having tution.
wheeeeeeee. But i'm gonna miss her.
I need some thrill, anyone?
And so after o levels thats when all it will come. ho
Stayed home today, was suppose to go jurong library to meet sarah and all but i was lazy,very
Slept alot.
And i dreamt of going to school and i saw ec. omgzxzxzx
hehehee.
ABC AND ICE ICE BABY!

2008-10-28T02:41:00.000-07:00

History paper was dope.

I didnt finish the paper.

8 marks goneeeee. hurrrrrrrr.

Dont say theres still ss.

My ss isnt any better seriously.

Daryl: I'm fat

Me: If youre fat than not being mean but HIJ is what manzxz

Daryl:Uh big size

*at this momment HIJ calls daryl.

hahaha

Okay whatever, this made me laugh alot today. fucking funny though it may not seem so but both of us got freaked out. haha

2008-10-27T04:50:00.001-07:00

I suddenly lost a reason to carry on whatever i ususally do.
Just fucking dont know what wrong with me.
Just didnt know you could mean so much to me

2008-10-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

After this i shall go and study.
Hurrrrr. i cant seem to concentrate. Hate this.
Novena in ther morning with maureen.
Swear we can sing or dance better than some of those contestants.
Walao and no shinee :/
Left for church then study at kap with kimmy eat world.
And we got chased out of the place cos of fugly customers complaining why students study at kap. wtf luhzxz.
Went to take stupid pictures.
Took a fugly pic of 6 lizards crawling on the wall? Fucking gross. haha
And i freaking saw a mice today. FFFFFFFF.
I ran super fast and apparently bus 174 bus driver thought i was running for his bus? hahaa And he stopped for me. wth. haha
Went batok.
We had nothing better to do so we went to randomlly call people.
All i can say is your fingers stop at unexpected people. haha
Went home and here i am suffering from depression.
Hate saturday nights cos only kim knows why. hurrrrr.
I fucking love christofer drew.
Si bei sweeee.

2008-10-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

I'm so fucking cold now please.
Hate it when it rains.
Maths paper tmr. wheeeeee. i'm fucking hurrrrr scared.
I'm always scared wth.
Just watched some vid, omfgzx sexy sial. haha.
Only kim will understand.
cheer upp luh.
Stayed home today and study again.
Then went to meet liwei in the evening.
Pro in drawing sectors. haha.
lend her my psp and i suddenly kinda missed it. hahaa.
Okay i'll just get it back after o's luh. hurrrrrr.
I feel worst.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIUS! :D

2008-10-22T07:12:00.000-07:00

I stayed home the whole day today but i didnt study?wtf.
I slept for like 4 hours in the afternoon and yeah did a little of maths. rahhhh.
I had the nicest dream ever but its freaking scary how i can still remember it when i woke up.
God must have known that i would like to remember it. hehehe.
And it felt fucking real. hur. omgzxzx wish wish it will come true please.

Yknow A and B are of the same age.
But they act so differently.
cos one is so nice but the other isnt :/
hurrrrr. noone will get this
wtf.

what do you want from me

2008-10-21T07:40:00.000-07:00

English paper today.
suck funk. think i screwed it up anyway. dont know
Hate being over confident about it so yeah. hurrrr.
O levels is seriously killing everyone.
So fffffffffffff stressed out.
Dont rub it in you nub.
nub nub nub.
whatever.

2008-10-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

Chem paper 2 today
Met vict in the morning to do last minute studying. She made me stop studying cos i kept freaking out. hurrrr.
And so, chem paper wasnt hard but that doesnt mean i'm gonna do well.
Section b suck fuck seriously i didnt know how to answer alot.
What crust all. hurrrrr. hate this.
Section c was fine hope i score there.
English tmr :/
I hope i can do as well as in usually do. I'm damn fucking scared.
Life sucks, take drugs. hurrrr.
Havent studied a damn thing today. omgzxzx i hat o's please.
I want my shoesssssssssssssss :(

2008-10-19T06:52:00.000-07:00

Stayed home the whole day becos who knows why i got very freaked out today cos tmr is the start of o's and its chem paper 2. hurrrr
Tried studying but nothing seem to enter my thick skull luh. wtf.
Wenna says embrace chem. Walao act close to chem only. ahhaha.
Crazy.
I'm goddam tired now.
But i'm like waiting for my bbt vid to load.
Cant wait till o levels end seriously.
Going hk and china this year? hurr. I wanted to go like australia luh.
But getting out of this freaking place is better than nothing.
Hate it when im at home and its like night time cos it feels so freaking lonely and idk just cold and something.
I think i'm really stressed out.
Hurrrrr. take a chill pill

2008-10-17T19:41:00.001-07:00

Today was fucking awesome.
Studied in the morning and went out to meet kim at marsling.
Sucker the weather was so damn hot?
And we waited for the bus for damn long.
And kimmy eat world had us alight at the wrong stop. :/
Went holland's starbucks to study. Met belle.
I was actually studying. hoho
Kim damn noisy luhhh.
Ate xiao long bao (:
And ate like some messy kid. Had xiao long bao on my skirt and chem tys. haha.
Walao kim stop insulting me or i'll stuff the xiao long bao into your mouth. hahah.
Left for town to collect my phone.
I love maureen please she walked all the way from her house to meet me at wheelock (:
Thanks! love you opaa.
Dinner and home.
My phone looks good now . yay
Gonna mug manzxzx.

2008-10-17T10:22:00.000-07:00

Thought i woke up late today.
But actually vict didnt intend to come early at all. haha
Met her and went maur's house.
Chem tution. (ahem maureen chem tutor eh)
She kept singing the bbt song !? wth. haha
I have to work hard so that i can go tp with her.hurrrr. life sucks take drugs.
Chem all the way and went to town for lunch.
Hurr we saw jap asses. Fucking awesome.
No ec today. rahh.
Went to find kg before going home.
Damn her. say i like that geek at the library.
I know you like luh.
Home.
I'm migrating.
Kimmy eat world. says:
ok thts rlly wtf
Kimmy eat world. says:OMG OLIVIA U ARE SUCH A NUB
Kimmy eat world. says:KIM WILL POSSES YOUR HEART
I'll do you proud manzxz man
I'll forget forget.
I'll give you my beng kia as a reward. ;D

2008-10-16T07:51:00.000-07:00

Sometimes the more you talk about it, the better you get. hahaha.
I'm getting the blues again. heh.
Practical today, quarantine for like uh 4 hours? wtf seriously.
So long please.
Did some chem and gossiped throughout? haha.
sound like a bitch but whatever, i guess we had nothing better to do.
Practical was hard.
Kwok said i kept looking at her with the corner of my eye during the prac.
Tsk say i cheating is it. haahah. wth.
And i didnt complete the paper , left a 3 mark one blank.
cos i was so dope to do the chem experiment 3 times as in the splint part. haha
So fun luh. hahah.
Left for ps wth kwok and jamie.
Went cathay with kwok after that.
Fucking leftfoot is so hot.
Hurrrrrrr i wanna buy down that shop. haha.
Maureen is gonna teach me and vict chem tmr. wheeeeeee.
Seriously, idk what to do without you all so i'm always so fucking miserable.
Hurrrrrr why am i always the one hating this like seriously.
Fuck.
Screw my life luh.

2008-10-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

Omgzxz prac tmr! :/
i'M SCARED LUH.
Hate this.
But so i'm gonna work hard and not let maureen down so that we can go tp together! wheee.
And go japan next year. bagpack trip. haha
Love you maur! :D
Went sch in the morning to study with vict then went novena to meet maur.
We wanted to get the korean conert tickets But We have to buy 30 worth of stuff in order to get one tick. hurrrr. And there were so many people luh.
There goes our park jaebum ): and eli. ohman.
Went town for lunch.
Got kimmy eat world's birthday present. haha
Sat at heeren and studied uh chem.
Saw xiangwei; eh you still owe me my container.
Home.I'm super duper moody.
Daryl lee ming xuan uses step and shit i forget what he say. hahah.
But whatever it is.

2008-10-14T09:53:00.000-07:00

I'm just trying to make this right but i guess i just doing it all wrongly.
It just gets worse and worse by day.
At least tell me whats going on

2008-10-13T06:41:00.000-07:00

Seriously, o levels is killing me.
I having headaches; its okay if you dont believe.
But it just keep coming.fuck. wish it will go away luh.
And so i went to meet vict and her sis at town today.
Everyone is like having their marking day while we idiots are slogging for o's hurrrr.
I'm pissed. haha.
Ate at taka and went to repair my phone.
The lady cheat my feelings luh say it cos 150 when it was 40-50 only.
Not only, but just cheaper you see. haha.
Went to meet candice after that, she kept telling me the guy in koibana is superhot. haha.
Sounds like me cos i agree. But comeon he is fake luh. People drew him hello. haha.
Saw ** HAHA. WHEEEEEEEEEEE.
Some people just look so good. hehehehe
Home cos had tution.
Really need to start my mugging :/

;i'm sorry

2008-10-11T07:30:00.000-07:00

I dont know why am i here online when i should be studying.

But i'm waiting for the cow to come home, he is taking sooooooo long. hurrrrrr.

And so studied at home today.

not proud of myself cos i feel screwed.

Then church and out witk kim to study again.

I really need to do much more.

I'm tired and need to sleep but. haiya.

Blame it on the cow.

Luckily i had icecream just now to cheer myself up just now.

Baileys (:

Maybe i need to get drunk tonight or something. haha.

whatever seriously

I love topman modelssssss,so fucking hot.

2008-10-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

He smokes joints

Went back to sch today.
Studied at the lighthouse but it was hell hot so left for lido.
Did maths. the gess paper was damn hard. walao
almost died doing.
I starting to freak out.
Did lit. Jem is hot. haha.
Saw daryl, dope.
i was all enthu when i saw him but he was like uh hi. haha. sucker.
Okay and he saw hell lot of others too.
Ec hasnt been wroking for 4 days ):
hurrr. maybe sunday or tmr.
I cant wait till olevels end seriously.
going aust. wheeeeeee.
My limited edition sneakers.
gosh here i come.
Hate heels. gosh

2008-10-09T07:17:00.001-07:00

Hello, your tantrums are killing meeeeeeee.
Fuck.
Seriously, wasnt i suppose to be the one angry.
Give me a break.

2008-10-08T06:38:00.000-07:00

Numb numb numb.
I'm feeling super numb as usual. hurrrrrr.
Daryl keeps saying hurrrr too.
COPY CAT.
And so i woke up late today but manage to meet maureen on time.
Hur was damn dumb cos i took the wrong side of train. haha.
Went airport. If only we could book a ticket and fly off to somewhere. haah.
Okay but we studied at macs.
And yes hardcore studying and looking and bitching. ahaha
I think i scare that ang moh guy behind. haha. I'm sorryyyyyyy not like you will see this though.
But yeah good long for o levels. haha okay this is random.
Left and yeah tution.
And now im super drainedddddddddd.
hurrrrrrrr.

Its okay to be annoyed once in awhile.
I'm sorry that my annoyance has affected you.
But do know i love you,
Cos youre so damn cute :D

2008-10-07T07:00:00.000-07:00

Went school in the morning again to study.
O levels is draining all of us seriously. hurrrrrrr.
Studied with vict till 11 plus then left.
I'm boredddddd.
What do you call fate seriously.

BENJAMIN EMMAUEL K IS SOOOOOOOO HOT (:

2008-10-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

Went school today and lit was as usual boring. I almost fell asleep luh.
I mean i fell asleep. hurrrrrr.
I spent so much today. okay.
Towned to find my prom dress and i freaking saw the marc jacobs dress which i want!
Omgzxzx cole mohr wore it. hurrrrr.
Last piece but it was like uh freaking heavy? It weigh a ton luh.
Stupid fer said i look hur cant remember bad stuff anw. haha
Got my hermes perfume. wheeeeee (:
I wanna get the d'orange one.
I lied to the shop keeper at hermes that i was looking for mans perfume. crazy. haha.
Kwok left so did fer and peeps.
Went cine and no revoltage :/
Some cheek piercing dude kept uh looking over at our table. like wtf.
Anw i saw dora today! haha.
later went ps to find liwei.
Walked toria to her bustop and home.
Beng kia called me in the morning today. apparently he thought i had sch. dope. haha
he sho kwel luh not. haha.
Anw i have to study.
Bio is cramping my head like shit.
I havent read ss finish. gosh and lit.
Olivia ALEXANDRA cheong. new nameeeeeeeeee. i'm serious.

2008-10-04T07:48:00.000-07:00

Wtf, i keep hearing footsteps and like okay nvm. haha.
Last day of sch yesterday. But whatever cos i still have to go back on monday?
Church today. mass and so on.
Went holland after that with kim and gail.
Talked so on. hurrrrrr.
I'm feeling really numb now.
Redundant.

2008-09-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

Skipped sch halfway today with clique.
I havent been out with them for damn long?
hurrrrrr.
They looked for prom stuff while me and wenna just stoned. heh.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY WENNA YEOOOOOOOOOOOO. I LOVE YOU!
And so to vivo to eat at kim gary. But i was like uhhh stoning half of the time. I'm such a mood spoiler. hurr. but i still love you all (:
And then to town with wenna.
Walao seriously what happen to all the bubble tea stall.
I had the sudden craving :/
Wenna got her crazy cdsss.
And i got nothing as usual.
Home and yeah dinner with parents and sis and home again.
I'm tired
cant wait for bbt.

youre scaring the fuck out of me :/

2008-09-22T03:18:00.000-07:00

School today. hurrrrr.
Damn boring luh. Had cheena mock and i fell asleep halfway through. gosh.
Got back english today and yeah i passed. uh huh.
Went to eat sushi with the peepssssssssssss and kg is damn gross.
She kept ordering non-stop? Andi think we had like 30 plates luh. hahaa.
I feel bloated now.
So im still deciding if i go school tmr.
Oh fuck i just remembered im not supposed to cos.
And super duper tired. and nextweek is the lastweek of school.
Wonder if its a good or bad thing urgh.
Okay ii wanna paint my room red but apparentlly kg says its too striking and no.
Cos goit some feng shui thingy? haha. whatever
Gosh i think hayato ichihara looks like heng. But he says no and thinks he is super ugly. hurrrr.
i NEED TO GET NEW EARPHONES.
I'm running low on cash.
And that porter bag ):

2008-09-19T09:25:00.001-07:00

I'm crazy about you ):

2008-09-19T09:25:00.000-07:00

Okay short one here. I wanted to make this post especially for nub however,i dont think i should. Just rather disappointed. So i'll make it short though you arent gonna see thissssss. wheeeeeee.

Blah blah. I want you to be happy seriously, but you really got to stop making me feel like crap everytime or at least once a week.

I say the most random stuff ever seriously.

Cant believe i told you i wanted to eat my eraser today :/

Feel like a fugly asshole who is trying to make myself look freaking dumb.

Just cant help it whenever it come to you.

One more time, and i prob take your words for real.

HAHA. OMGZXZX. I JUST TYPED AT FREAKING WHOLD CHUNK OF STUFF THERE. So that i wount forget it. hehe.

Gosh.

Jeremy lo says he will give me a medal for being able to sing abc backwards. wheeeeee. AS IF. LIAR POK.

hahah.

Patron's day today.

I fell asleep during homily :/ hurrrrrr. bitch.

Oh yes, and i cant stand some fugly bitch who is getting on my nerves.

Like seriously, you think you look so glam and whatever shit.

Comeon stop being such a poser luh. Such fucking attitude seriously just gets more people to hate you. hurrrrrrrrr.

Vivo after school.

We were suppose to go town. apparently everyone forgot :/

And i broke the record of not going town for a week.

Gosh.

Meeting sarah tmrrrrrrrr to study. yeah.

And sushi on monday with bestie and na. yay. I love you both (:

Although wenna is so super duper mean to meeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Olevels coming. goshhhhh.

I have to pass chemm. dope.

I sound like you now ):

2008-09-18T03:21:00.000-07:00

School suckssss like alot.
Staying home is even worst cos the fugly com is spoilt and i have nothing better to do other than rant.
Skipped sch on monday and went airport to study. Kim pronounced bagel as bah-gal. haaha
wth
Got back papers today. i mean in total 2 only.
Passes maths wheeeeeeeeee. Easy paper, if only o levels was like that.
Failed chem but whatever cos i improved.
What do you do when youre mentally unstable? haha
Okay. Everyone stop saying i'm fucking emo or lovesick.
Cos its none luhzxzxzx.
Although. hmmmmmmm.
I think i'm going crazyyyyyyyyyyy.
well i already am.
I'm like talking to myself so noone actually understands.
BBT didnt make me happy today. rahhhhhhhh.

xoxo close up the gap pleaseeeeeeeeeee.

2008-09-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

Today was dope.

I've sore throat but yet i still keep talking. hahaa.

I love talking.

I spent 70 bucks today. super hard pain. its my sch money :/

gosh. hurrrrrrrrrrr.

Hate my hairrrr. hurrrrrrr.

super screwed.

Let the pictures do the talking

ofcourse not my pictures duh.